Meditations in an emergency

I can do this, I'm going to do this, because I'm fucking crazy, & maybe someone else wouldn't be able to do this, this far under the wire, but I am not someone else. I am a whole nother animal.

get up --> work --> plan set --> coffee, mcdonald breakfast (after first light) --> work --> shower --> chase down ac @ office --> work crazily --> appointment (enough work to show face at appointment) --> work it up til my face gets sore --> Submit a short, awful, blathering, incoherent, derivative, deranged paper, holding head high (I'm alive right?)


--> & then fall into m__a's arms!